I’m a good man,
A man who tries to embody old-fashion values
Like respect, honesty and trust
I am to many a role model
Someone to admire
I often fight with my 1)demons
I usually win with thoughtful acts of kindness
I am a husband
I am a father
I am a friend
I have no complaints
I am accomplished and fulfilled
And yet there are days when I am torn
Troubled by the very options that I fought so hard for
Am I a good man, if I am drawn to the warmth of another?
Do I reflect respect, honesty, and trust?
Where is my devotion?
To whom am I loyal?
Whom do I embrace?
Am I capable?
Am I worthy?
Am I truly fulfilled?
What will I feel when I touch you?
What will I feel when I see you?
How will I feel when I call your name?
Will I ever be proud again?
Will I ever be able to 2)fend off my demons and feel loved?